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2 Bulan belakangan ini saya lagi suka denger lagu Beyonce - Resentment dipadukan dengan Lagu dari Sam Smith - I'm not the only one.

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Berikut lirik beserta terjemahan

Beyonce - Resentment
                                                       

I wish I could believe you
Then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me
Really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy
Once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you
Have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment
Just can't seem to get over
The way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another
Who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me

I thought I could forgive you
And I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you
I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can
I tried and I tried to forgive this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I always remember feelin'
Like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you
Like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied

I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I tried and I tried to forgive this
But I'm much too damn full of resentment

I know she was attractive
But I was here first
Been riding with you for 6 years
Why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you
I know you're probably thinking
What's up with b
I've been crying for too long
What did you do to me
I used to be so strong
Now you took my soul
I'm crying
Can't stop crying
Can't stop crying
You could've told me
You wasn't happy
I know you didn't want to hurt me
Look at what you've done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes
And see she's had half of me
You lied
How could you lie
You lied

SAM SMITH - I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE

You and me we made a vow
Kau dan aku, kita tlah bersumpah
For better or for worse
Dalam suka dan duka
I can't believe you let me down
Aku tak percaya kau mengecewakanku
But the proof is in the way it hurts
Tapi bukti di depan mata, sungguh sakit
For months on end I've had my doubts
Berbulan-bulan, aku tlah meragu
Denying every tear
Menyangkal setiap air mata
I wish this would be over now
Kuharap ini kan berakhir
But I know that I still need you here
Tapi kutahu aku masih membutuhkanmu di sini

You say I'm crazy
Kau bilang aku gila
Cause you don't think I know what you've done
Karena kau tak mengira aku tahu yang tlah kau lakukan
But when you call me baby
Tapi saat kau panggil aku sayang
I know I'm not the only one
Aku tahu aku bukanlah satu-satunya

You've been so unfaithful
Selama ini kau tak setia
Now sadly I know why
Kini yang membuatku sedih, aku tahu sebabnya
Your heart is unobtainable
Hatimu tak bisa didapatkan
Even though you don't share mine
Meskipun kau tak pula dapatkan hatiku

I have loved you for many years
Aku tlah mencintaimu bertahun-tahun
Maybe I am just not enough
Mungkin aku hanya tak cukup
You've made me realise my deepest fear
Kau tlah membuatku sadari ketakutan terdalamku
By lying and tearing us up
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